in a blink

time is... well. it is what is is. hard to describe in a sentence or a smile... i know my babes are getting too big and i've missed more than a mama should miss of the growth. i've been busy keeping my head on the level and the grit and grime within health codes...i blink. i look up to find a my first wearing my clothes. the boy child completing a year of montessori. and a baby girl taking steps. i look up and see they are not the only ones to change. i evolve as well. growth doesn't end when our height settles on a number of collaboration. trying not to blink. trying to see clearly when eyes are open. trying to be respond {to what i see when eyes are open} with integrity... in each blink of the eye we are given one more chance to do what is right.