lapse

time lapse. days collapsing with each sunset/sunrise. rushing kids to and from. deadlines and the ever stacking of the laundry and suches. business expanding. growing on fronts. a building up of one empire to watch another fall. these are my days. filled with giggles grins and groans. in the working world i put on a show and then in the quiet recluse... letting go of what needs to fly. holding tight to what is worth holding. needing a soak. asking for prayer. watching the green things grow. planning tomorrows. living today. trying to cry - instead - breathing.