words

i've been leaning heavily on the camera lately. post a few photos every few days - keep it on the surface. easy. safe. ya'll don't really want to hear the words. words that have flown from my lips... words i'm scared to even think outloud. just words? or not... won't go there tonight.
tonight i can say two good days in a row and i feel human again. two days in a row i haven't sprung a leak, spat out syllables, or menatlly broken all the dishes and run away... and that makes me happy. happy enough to share it publicly.